THE END
"Do you even believe in love?', I asked. A bit louder than my normal tone over phone. I was already agitated.
"Yes, I do", he replied. He sounded as if he was struggling to sound calm but I knew he wasn't.
There were times when he thought my tantrums were funny and my jealousy used to be love for him. He enjoyed both of them. But now, I know he just needs an excuse to hang up upon me.
Five minutes ago I was looking at Bipasha and Karan's fairy-tale marriage photos in Instagram and now, I am in the verge of breaking up my 4 years of relationship with him.
I was almost in tears. I bursted out. "Long distance relationship doesn't work", he said. "If only you would want to make it work", I said. "Too much is too much, Go to Hell", he shouted at me and hung up.
He was trying to get rid of me since past 2 months. I could sense that. It was just 7 months that I had come to a foreign land and now he was ready to dump me. It is not that I am shocked and didn't see this coming. He was acting weird since many days as if I was latching on him for no reason.
The love, care, emotions and sentiments we shared was fading away slowly.
"I need to sleep now", he used to make excuses whenever I called him. "I work, unlike you, I don't have spare time to do nonsense". "Bloody time difference, I am really tired. I can't lose my sleep to argue", he complaint.
We always had a rocky time in our relationship but trust me, his words were never bitter to this extent. I was no longer a charmer or an angel for him.
I could only think of the kisses and hugs we shared when he said, "Let's end this up". I couldn't think of the time when we were really in love. I could only think of the time when our bodies made love.
"If you want it this way let us end", I said.
(P.S. Resemblance to any love story is co-incidental. This is purely a fictional story. And yes, this isn't my story) ;)
"Yes, I do", he replied. He sounded as if he was struggling to sound calm but I knew he wasn't.
There were times when he thought my tantrums were funny and my jealousy used to be love for him. He enjoyed both of them. But now, I know he just needs an excuse to hang up upon me.
Five minutes ago I was looking at Bipasha and Karan's fairy-tale marriage photos in Instagram and now, I am in the verge of breaking up my 4 years of relationship with him.
I was almost in tears. I bursted out. "Long distance relationship doesn't work", he said. "If only you would want to make it work", I said. "Too much is too much, Go to Hell", he shouted at me and hung up.
He was trying to get rid of me since past 2 months. I could sense that. It was just 7 months that I had come to a foreign land and now he was ready to dump me. It is not that I am shocked and didn't see this coming. He was acting weird since many days as if I was latching on him for no reason.
The love, care, emotions and sentiments we shared was fading away slowly.
"I need to sleep now", he used to make excuses whenever I called him. "I work, unlike you, I don't have spare time to do nonsense". "Bloody time difference, I am really tired. I can't lose my sleep to argue", he complaint.
We always had a rocky time in our relationship but trust me, his words were never bitter to this extent. I was no longer a charmer or an angel for him.
I could only think of the kisses and hugs we shared when he said, "Let's end this up". I couldn't think of the time when we were really in love. I could only think of the time when our bodies made love.
"If you want it this way let us end", I said.
(P.S. Resemblance to any love story is co-incidental. This is purely a fictional story. And yes, this isn't my story) ;)
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