When She smiles :)
14th December 2015
It's been 88 days today since I left my home sweet home. I have already a small world for myself here. Learning a new lesson with each brand new day. Trying to adjust in this world of dream in a different culture and with new people who are my friends now.
I am happy here, very happy to be precise. I am living my life which I never thought I would. People may call me selfish but I don't miss my home. If I look back my life, I was always dependent on my family. I couldn't make my own decision. In the entire process of leading my own life now, I don't miss my family and home. And that's a good thing I suppose.
In these 88 days, I try to stay connected with my parents especially momma everyday. She gets restless when I am unavailable even for a day. I guess that is mom's love. I am living my new life but back there, I have left a vacancy for my family. After 2 days gap, when I skype, she smiles. She is happy when she sees me. When she smiles, I am happy.
Why are moms this generous? I will never get it I guess. Why can't she ever realize that I am a grown up now? When my mom was of my age, she already had 2 of us; me and my sister, then why am I always a kiddo to her?
Why does she have to love us so much?
Why does she smile when she sees me after 2 days in computer screen, even I am miles away? Why does she have to wait for me till midnight hoping that I may be online sometime soon?
In 88 days, may be there are 8 days I haven't talked to her and may be 8 minutes I have talked to my father. This makes me wonder," Will anyone love me the way she loves me?" I guess NO.
Does she love me because I am a part of her and she has held me within her body, in her hand, in her lap and her shoulder and given me the warmth.
Why are moms the way they are? Are all moms the same? Will I be the same? Will I love my children the same way my mom loves her children?
In this cold and lonely room I am just wondering why God created anyone who has so much to give in this selfish world.
Why are Moms the best? Why is mom's smile so precious that when she smiles, I have teary eyes?
It's been 88 days today since I left my home sweet home. I have already a small world for myself here. Learning a new lesson with each brand new day. Trying to adjust in this world of dream in a different culture and with new people who are my friends now.
I am happy here, very happy to be precise. I am living my life which I never thought I would. People may call me selfish but I don't miss my home. If I look back my life, I was always dependent on my family. I couldn't make my own decision. In the entire process of leading my own life now, I don't miss my family and home. And that's a good thing I suppose.
In these 88 days, I try to stay connected with my parents especially momma everyday. She gets restless when I am unavailable even for a day. I guess that is mom's love. I am living my new life but back there, I have left a vacancy for my family. After 2 days gap, when I skype, she smiles. She is happy when she sees me. When she smiles, I am happy.
Why are moms this generous? I will never get it I guess. Why can't she ever realize that I am a grown up now? When my mom was of my age, she already had 2 of us; me and my sister, then why am I always a kiddo to her?
Why does she have to love us so much?
Why does she smile when she sees me after 2 days in computer screen, even I am miles away? Why does she have to wait for me till midnight hoping that I may be online sometime soon?
In 88 days, may be there are 8 days I haven't talked to her and may be 8 minutes I have talked to my father. This makes me wonder," Will anyone love me the way she loves me?" I guess NO.
Does she love me because I am a part of her and she has held me within her body, in her hand, in her lap and her shoulder and given me the warmth.
Why are moms the way they are? Are all moms the same? Will I be the same? Will I love my children the same way my mom loves her children?
In this cold and lonely room I am just wondering why God created anyone who has so much to give in this selfish world.
Why are Moms the best? Why is mom's smile so precious that when she smiles, I have teary eyes?
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